telling lies to myself… for comfort

it feels like i talk to myself to achieve something from it. self-worth? recognition? attention? even if those last two were synonyms, it still does not dampen the message… i am here for other people and not myself. so what am i to do? go down in craziness talking to myself or excel in blog-making and not worry if the attention i ask for comes or not. eventually i guess everything will fall into place like pieces in a puzzle. so here i am, the lone blogger, writing amidst the darkness not beckoning for light, but neigh do i shun the light if it comes. i will write. for me. and when the time comes i will write for the people, but that isn’t what i look for… no. not now

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