sometimes i wonder if life is out to get me. or if it’s been waiting for the exact right moment to totally mess up everything. the 18th year of my existence has turned out horrible and the only one i can blame is myself. court cases and wrecking havoc in my family, all i can ask is why why why?…. but i never get an answer.
sometimes it’s hard to believe in karma when your life crumbles and you never harmed a soul in your life. when you’ve only been the kindest and most caring u could be. i haven’t found the reason why such a good person must suffer what i suffer. yet i continue to suffer.
but in the darkness there is light, and i find my happiness in her. yes, it is a girl, a woman, an amazing person of which i find strength. and she is mine, as i am hers.. call it cliche or call it many things, i call it love and i call it happiness. my life places a mountain in front of me, she makes a tunnel to walk through, my life gives me twists and turns and roads i can barely manage, she gives me a detour, my life gives me canyons with no easy way to cross, she builds me a bridge. my life leaves me falling…. she teaches me how to fly. she is all i could ask for and more, my hope is that i return the favour. through thick and thin she has been there, and i hope that she stays forever..
so as i drift through time and space i hold hope close and happiness even closer.